I really need a friend right now I look around and I have no one. I feel like I can trust no one I just want to be hugged and I want to cry like a baby even if it is for five minutes I want to let my pain my suffering out but I cant .
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Wow I haven't posted in a few months and already lost all my followers except one thanks for staying faithful pricilla.
This face is not my own
Time and Time again
I am awaken
By this forlorn
It consumes me
It burns me
Why did I break before?
He once again has forgotten me.
Many unreasonably long hours pass,
And I am still alone,
Not one word heard.
Worn out and blue I feel.
… Haven’t done much but still exhausted.
My thoughts belonging to him
Have distracted me throughout the day.
But like always,
Great times don’t seem to last.
One day love, hugs, and kiss.
Promises to always be there.
The next abandoned.
Tight burning words in my throat,
Waiting, a lot more patiently,
to be burst out.
I HATE YOU!
It is what I want to scream.
I MISS YOU!
Is what my heart yells.
Such pain is
My punishment
For falling into loves wings.
I am such a fool.
Many unreasonably long hours pass,
And I am still alone,
Not one word heard.
Worn out and blue I feel.
… Haven’t done much but still exhausted.
My thoughts belonging to him
Have distracted me throughout the day.
But like always,
Great times don’t seem to last.
One day love, hugs, and kiss.
Promises to always be there.
The next abandoned.
Tight burning words in my throat,
Waiting, a lot more patiently,
to be burst out.
I HATE YOU!
It is what I want to scream.
I MISS YOU!
Is what my heart yells.
Such pain is
My punishment
For falling into loves wings.
I am such a fool.
I know I’m growing up,when I see myself put up a smile,
While everything underneath is crumbling down,
While I render a helping hand,it’s I who needs it the most,
I walk with a rhino skin,albeit the core is melting honey,
I see the tears around and appear to drown it into white noise,
When thats all I would think of when I go to bed each night,
Bold;But cautious,
Steady;but writhing,
wincing in the dark and twinkling in the light,
Not complaining,but still dreaming…
